pulled from an emo blog circa 2005

craptastic thursday

"When I fall it's always too fast and nothing ever lasts.
So I won't give you my heart this time.
It's made of antique glass.

I don't expect the world from you.
I expect you to fail me.
I keep my distance from your heart so when you're gone it won't derail me.

See, dont' you know it never lasts?
Please don't ask about my past.
If you want to know the girl inside then please get out your maps.

But your can't tour inside my heart.
Or get inside my head.
The closest I'll let you get to me is in the dark inside my bed.

I'll push you away and pull you on.
We'll get high, drink tonic and gin.
Then i'll disappear.
Yes, I'll be gone.
Don't worry-you won't remember me for long.

The memories you'll have will seem like bad dreams and my silent voice will begin to scream.
The girl once silenced will begin to speak.

So enjoy the time you have together.
Talk about life and the weather.
And she'll be gone by the end of the week. "